anemia

I developed a harmless crush on a boy. His hair is prematurely gray. He walked me to the elevator like a gentleman and bit me on the neck. Tomorrow he will go away, which is probably for the best.

a year

A lot has happened this past year, a lot of it bad. It was definitely the most difficult year of my life, for many reasons that I don't wish to rehash. But here I am. I have a job that makes me feel good. I can't tell you how much that job has changed my life. I'm excited everyday. Everyday I get to talk to fifty or more people and hear their stories. I'm making a difference, small as it may seem. And then there's Ross. I met him a year ago today, and I never would have guessed that he'd become one of my best friends and one of the most important people in my life. We have a connection that's so different than anything I've ever experienced. I don't know...I'm just so grateful to have him in my life. He bought my cat a valentines day present because he wants to be better friends with him. That's fucking cute. Anyway, I've just been thinking about the past year and the things that got me through it. I couldn't have done it without RENEE, tom, and ross. Those are 3 people who I hope to have in my life in some form for a very long time. Friends are everything and I have good ones. And thank you, TCE, for giving me something to work for.

I MET HANSON

that is all.

I made a questionable decision last night.

Yeah, so things kind of suck at the moment.
I don't really have a home and I've lost thousands of dollars worth of stuff.
But I do have my kitty and I do have my friends and I do have my family.
So I have everything I need.

come on man

Why do you build me up (Build me up) buttercup, baby
Just to let me down (Let me down)and mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all) you never call, baby
When you say you will (Say you will) but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (Build me up) buttercup, don't break my heart

"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then (Bah-dah-dah)
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time, and I'll make you happy
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Right before eating some honey.

"'Well,' said Pooh, 'what I like best,' and then he had to stop and think. Because although eating honey was a very good thing to do, there was a moment just before you began to eat it which was better than when you were, but he didn't know what it was called."
-A.A. Milne

No complaints.
Just looking forward to so much.
Thanks to Renee, Chetna, Bob, Ross, Brett, DZ, Tom, JFord, Mirela, Julia, my family, and many others for making my life so much fun. I feel so lucky.