The day we've been waiting for has arrived.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Eggs
"I thought of that old joke, y'know, the, this... this guy goes to a psychiatrist and says, "Doc, uh, my brother's crazy; he thinks he's a chicken." And, uh, the doctor says, "Well, why don't you turn him in?" The guy says, "I would, but I need the eggs." Well, I guess that's pretty much now how I feel about relationships; y'know, they're totally irrational, and crazy, and absurd, and... but, uh, I guess we keep goin' through it because, uh, most of us... need the eggs. "
-Woody Allen in Annie Hall
Yesterday I was reminded of feelings that I've tried to tuck away for the past five months. Actually, I haven't so much tucked them away as run from them, skipping from place to place without looking back. There are few things harder than saying goodbye to someone that you don't want to say goodbye to. I know that the way I've dealt with it has not been the best way. I haven't sat still for a second since Frankie and I broke up and yesterday the weight of his absence hit me like a freight train. I really cried for the first time since it happened.
It's important when dealing with these things to allow yourself to really feel it. You can only numb yourself for so long.
But most importantly remember that we all need the eggs. No matter how crazy or absurd or irrational things can end up, it was worth it. It was always worth it.
-Woody Allen in Annie Hall
Yesterday I was reminded of feelings that I've tried to tuck away for the past five months. Actually, I haven't so much tucked them away as run from them, skipping from place to place without looking back. There are few things harder than saying goodbye to someone that you don't want to say goodbye to. I know that the way I've dealt with it has not been the best way. I haven't sat still for a second since Frankie and I broke up and yesterday the weight of his absence hit me like a freight train. I really cried for the first time since it happened.
It's important when dealing with these things to allow yourself to really feel it. You can only numb yourself for so long.
But most importantly remember that we all need the eggs. No matter how crazy or absurd or irrational things can end up, it was worth it. It was always worth it.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Ross
" I can't understand
She let go of my hand
An' left me here facing the wall
I'd sure like to know
Why she did go
But I can't get close to her at all
Though we kissed through the wild blazing nighttime
She said she would never forget
But now mornin's clear
It's like ain't here
She acts like we never have met....
If she ain't feelin' well
Then why don't she tell
'Stead of turnin' her back to my face
Without any doubt
She seems too far out
For me to return to her chase
Though her skirt it swayed as a guitar played
Her mouth was watery and wet
But now something has changed
For she ain't the same
She just acts like we never have met."
-Bob Dylan
She let go of my hand
An' left me here facing the wall
I'd sure like to know
Why she did go
But I can't get close to her at all
Though we kissed through the wild blazing nighttime
She said she would never forget
But now mornin's clear
It's like ain't here
She acts like we never have met....
If she ain't feelin' well
Then why don't she tell
'Stead of turnin' her back to my face
Without any doubt
She seems too far out
For me to return to her chase
Though her skirt it swayed as a guitar played
Her mouth was watery and wet
But now something has changed
For she ain't the same
She just acts like we never have met."
-Bob Dylan
Monday, May 19, 2008
fuckin radiohead
All I Need
There There
15 Step
Bangers and Mash
Nude
Pyramid Song
Weird Fishes/Arpeggi
The National Anthem
Dollars and Cents
Faust Arp
Videotape
A Wolf At The Door
Optimistic
Reckoner
Everything In Its Right Place
Idioteque
Bodysnatchers
1st Encore
Fake Plastic Trees
Jigsaw Falling Into Place
House of Cards
Exit Music (For A Film)
The Bends
2nd Encore
You and Whose Army?
Paranoid Android
Friday, May 16, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
frankie talking about me on a podcast
http://www.quickdfw.com/girltalk/
Okay, so I saw a bulletin on myspace that frankie's dad posted that said frankie did some podcast. yeah, its a podcast by the dallas quick called "girl talk" and they're talking about on-off relationships. truly bizarre. what the fuck.
Okay, so I saw a bulletin on myspace that frankie's dad posted that said frankie did some podcast. yeah, its a podcast by the dallas quick called "girl talk" and they're talking about on-off relationships. truly bizarre. what the fuck.
anal fisting
I have a weakness for curly-haired boys and bi-curious denton girls.
i want to come party in denton and i want to bring the ross.
i want to come party in denton and i want to bring the ross.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Monday, May 5, 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008
Instant Karma
Karma.
It'll bite you in the ass. She should just be grateful that I'm a better person.
You know?
You KNOW?
On a lighter note: Last night was the shit. Weird and random and crazy, but so fun. I went to LBG to see Cocky Americans and they were pretty awesome. They're very Strokes-esque. Michael Beard was there which was crazy because I haven't seen him in almost a year and he used to be one of my favorite people. We ended up heading over to Doublewide to see the Kul which was cool. (Hahaha). Ross was a sweetheart as were his friends. One thing that's always weird is when people you've known in very different times of your life and in very different ways are suddenly thrown together in the same room. Michael Beard and Drew from my Genghis days, Tony Bones from my Frankie days, Ross from my easy-sleazy days, Keno from my Kevin days. It was fucking weird dude.
It'll bite you in the ass. She should just be grateful that I'm a better person.
You know?
You KNOW?
On a lighter note: Last night was the shit. Weird and random and crazy, but so fun. I went to LBG to see Cocky Americans and they were pretty awesome. They're very Strokes-esque. Michael Beard was there which was crazy because I haven't seen him in almost a year and he used to be one of my favorite people. We ended up heading over to Doublewide to see the Kul which was cool. (Hahaha). Ross was a sweetheart as were his friends. One thing that's always weird is when people you've known in very different times of your life and in very different ways are suddenly thrown together in the same room. Michael Beard and Drew from my Genghis days, Tony Bones from my Frankie days, Ross from my easy-sleazy days, Keno from my Kevin days. It was fucking weird dude.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
ANTM
I can't believe that it's already May. Time passes more quickly each year. I've been rushing too much. Time to sloowww down.I wonder what Tyra thinks about that?
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